I'll probably be wasting a lot of my time in life wasting. It's a key item in being alive. Like right now, All I'm doing is sitting at my computer and drinking Smirnoff, trying to explain to one of my friends my outlooks on life and why I see it the way I do. She just signs off. My grim outlook on life is not based on one incident, let's say a shitty relationship I had with someone but more so just everything collectively. It's slowly drawing me to just view everyone other than myself as a whole, rather than separate people, because I'm always able to find the clues before incidents happen. I'm learning how to read people better rather than just whining. Sure, it's still depressing, but at least I feel like I'm seeing some truth in it.
"You shouldn't let people affect your happiness". Seems like a great idea! But you're also forgetting that almost every moment of my life I'm going to have people around me. Kill everyone, then come back to me. I might agree. RAMBLE RAMBLE RAMBLE...I could go on more but eh, I'm not really writing a book on my outlook.
Am I going crazy? Who knows.
End fucking EVERYTHING
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